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My Younger Self My Wound | Izze Goldberg

After Natalie Diaz

 


She was calling for me in the night-light-free bedroom

the one she spends most of her time in.

When they came to her door—

scratching, hissing, looking to break skin—

oozing under the crack where the light comes in

leaving her submerged in darkness. My eyes

dilating trying to find her

 

Then, she wants to marry.

Then, she is with our parents

she is drowning. She has water in her bones.

She is in the fountain. She is swallowing its coins.

 

So I shoved my hands against her

Forcefully breaking her open. Showing

the queerness sitting in between her ribs

the flecks of it in her bloodstream.

 

She said, Don’t leave me. And they did.

  

She said, Please hold me. And I did.

 

Arms wrapping around exposed bones

her fingers feeling my own

the same electricity beneath them.

Oh, she mumbles. The warmth spreads.

Fire starting to burn the peeling wallpaper.

 

Ash melting into freckles across our noses

lungs spasming in a new way.

I feel the smoke the same as she does

I feel love the same as she does

 

Her painted nails wedged into my skin

The tingling shared between us

What are you going to do now?

Go home, she replied

slipping into me through my open mouth

intertwining herself in my spine.

 

Home. She said, Home.

 

Izze Goldberg is an undergraduate poet studying Creative Writing at the University of North Carolina at Asheville. She lives in North Carolina and writes poetry to capture and represent the significance of smaller moments in life, especially those she has personally experienced. Izze believes writing is the best way to encapsulate a feeling and aims to accomplish that with each poem she writes.

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